Math. Sucks.

So during one of the conversations I had with my Comadre, I stated I would move to LA whether I was caught up with school or not. Every now and then I regret saying that, but then I remind myself of how many people have been successful without a college degree. I understand that it is a great back up to have but how long do I have to hold back because I'm not done with it? I just wish I could go out and do what I want to do. Luckily for me, the careers that I am pursuing don't really require a degree. However, I was wanting to have one just in case things didn't work out. But if I keep up with that mentality aren't I already setting myself up for failure? Shouldn't I just run out and do what I want whole heartily and make my dream come true? I have to admit, I'm kind of scared. I have always been more of a free spirit and just go with the flow type of girl but I'm scared to make the same mistakes I have before...I don't want to neglect my school career and then come back and regret it. I already feel as if I'm way behind on the college game. Imagine if I really do just leave it behind? I will hate myself for not finishing. I think I'm just feeling like this cause of my stupid math class. I'm feeling overwhelmed and ready to drop it. I want to make myself stick it out so I can get it over with but how is that even possible when I'm completely lost? Then I thought, well just drop that ONE class and keep going with whatever else you have to do. I'm telling you my brain can process a billinion thoughts per minute. I honestly think I need some form of medication. For now, I'll just keep trying to get through this semester. I know this post might be a debbie downer but I needed someone to vent to. Good day!

-Jen

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